One month ago today our angel was born. I have been thinking about Thomas all day missing him more than ever today. Josh and I even talked about getting semi matching tattoos in his memory.
While Ben was napping the mortuary called to tell us they had Thomas' death certificate. I broke down. I am still in some sort of state of shock and feeling so robbed of what could have been for our family. ...
Here is the good part of my day ; Ben wakes up from his nap and as I have him on the changing table I sing him twinkle twinkle little star. Then I ask him if we should sing brother Thomas a song he gives me his famous mmm hmm. I ask him what song we should sing, he immediately says happy birthday. I fought through more tears and we sang Thomas happy birthday. It was a precious moment that I will remember forever.
Then of course he had to have his afternoon popsicle.
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